Friendship isn't abt whom U hav known e longest, It's abt who came & nv left Ur side...

A Follow Up Of The Previous Post...

2008-09-20T01:25:00.011+08:00

Oh... I forgot to explain why I like Ayumi Hamasaki so much... & why Ayumi Hamasaki is someone who I will always hold Dear in my life...
so here's some of the reasons that I can think of right now:

Ayumi Hamasaki was the 1st singer ever that I listen to...

Ayumi Hamasaki changed my live 180degrees...

Ayumi Hamasaki made mi wants to study hairdressing...

Ayumi Hamasaki made mi wants to study make-up...

Ayumi Hamasaki made mi wants to study music...

Ayumi Hamasaki is my drive in life...

Ayumi Hamasaki is an outline of who I would want to be...

Ayumi Hamasaki someone miraculous...(from the lyrics of Her song you can feel that she understands you... very well too...)

Ayumi Hamasaki is a DIVA!!!

Simply because Ayumi Hamasaki dare to show who she is...(if Ayumi Hamasaki has done plastic surgery... which She does not, She would have announce it... but Ayumi Hamasaki did have alot of jabs on her nose & all... Ayumi Hamasaki never keeps anything away from Her fans!!!)

Friends... Like What Ever Lor!!!

2008-09-20T01:25:00.006+08:00

Well... Most people who knows mi for more then like 30mins, would know that I simply LOVE & IDOLISE Ayumi Hamasaki with blind adoration & devotion simply because Ayumi Hamasaki is the best the WHOLE ASIA has to offer... Ayumi Hamasaki can express Her feeling so well to ALL Her audience... Touch Lives of Her audience & even do some minor emotional healing too... There is NO DOUBT AT ALL that Ayumi Hamasaki is & for the next few years down the road, Asia's Best...

Ayumi Hamasaki is the BIGGEST FASHION GURU that hit the WORLD!!! Yes!!! The WORLD!!! not just in Asia... Ayumi Hamasaki hits the Fashion Industry by storm... Without Ayumi Hamasaki, around 90% of Asians(the 10% who do dye their hair, 9.5% would dye it black to cover grey hair...) will not have dye their hair AT ALL!!! Without Ayumi Hamasaki, Gothic, Lolita & Punk will not even be popular... Without Ayumi Hamasaki, the World would look down at Asians... Mariah Carey did not achieve that... Not anyone else but Ayumi Hamasaki!!!

AND OF COURSE!!! When people like Ayumi Hamasaki are rich, famous & DIVA-like... Others like(someone in my class who I'm like super duper sure he is Gay & worse he denied it...) will be jealous... So starts saying that Ayumi Hamasaki is a Unisex... Ayumi Hamasaki is useless(seriously... Ayumi Hamasaki useless??? might as well someone just distroy the whole Asia!!! Ayumi Hamasaki is the most useful person in Asia...)

Like what ever lor... like you will be able to out do, out shine Ayumi Hamasaki in any other way...(maybe you can out do her in photoshop because you need to cover up the BIG JEALOUS word on your head...) So since you think that Ayumi Hamasaki is useless, you should just kill yourself right now jut simply because you are waaaaaaaaaaaay more USELESS then Ayumi Hamasaki will ever be...

And after typing all that... you people must be thinking that I have hated that person for ages... but to tell you the truth... like about 2days ago, we were the best of friends... but after hearing that kind of comments from him... that it, I know i need to cool down... and just now someone gave mi a call & told mi that he even blog about it... Fine!!! if that's the kind of path he wants to take our frienship to... by all means...

& this is for all the people around mi...

"A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with finger nails."

from that you can judge youself who are you to mi... & you know the answer very well...

Vietnam here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-20T01:25:00.002+08:00

WEE!!! The week has finally arrived... I going to Vietnam for my School trip this coming Sunday on 21st September 2008 & coming back on 25th September 2008... Although it is a very short trip (not forgetting near...), it 's still very exciting for mi!!!! Because it's the 1st time I'm flying off from the Budget Terminal... BUT!!! 1 thing I cannot stand them is... the weight limit... the hand carry only Maximum 7kg??? never mind.... the luggage not more than 15kg??? Don't even say about shopping... how to even survive your way there??? Haiz... But never the less... I'm happy about it... :)
Until next time... :)

NDP Choir...

2008-06-19T18:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what??? I've been selected as 1 of this year's NDP Choir Member... haha... but the most funny thing is that I was put to sing Bass(male singer who sings in the lowest vocal range)... which is so very the not expected... hahaha... everyone was thinking I'll go Tenor( the highest male voice within the modal register) or maybe even Countertenor(male who sings in a contralto, mezzo-soprano or (more rarely) soprano range)... but I was put in Bass which is lik even lower then Baritone(male voice that lies between bass and tenor)... it's not that I can't reach but I don't feel comfortable reaching those out of the world low note... haha...

Anyway you can try to spot mi on the NDP day itself... although I think it will be quite hard... hahaha... anyway caught you next time...

Hair Fashion & Design...

2008-01-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

As most of your would have know by now... I got into Hair Dressing course in ITE Simei... It not such a bad course... and what's more, I can get alot of attention in school because it's a new course and it only have 1 Class in the whole of Singapore... and my uniform looks very very outstanding from the rest of the school...

FAINTING 3~4TIMES IN A ROW!!!

2008-01-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

On 3rd January 2008... jus 3days after new year... I fainted like 3times in a row... and even had signs of fits... This was what happen... I when to this place called SATA for my check up... and 1 of it was taking my blood sample... I have no idea whaat that stupid doctor did to mi but when I came out of his room and waited at the waiting area, I fainted... not once... but twice... thank God my friend Chou Han was there to wake mi up every single time I faint... haha...

Results of Garage Battle...

2008-01-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

Oh My Goodness!!! Why did Jayden win??? I shall name some reason why he should not win...

1.He forgot the lyrics of the song...
2.He went off key...
3.No Stage presence...
4.No X Factor...
5.He win because he brought alot of friends to vote for him...
5.He down key the until he can't even reach...
6.Charlene & Yu Ya's performance was way... BETTER...
7.haha... this reason is kind of bias but well its still a reason... He did not sing Ayumi Hamasaki's Song... HAHAHAHA... told you its bias...

Waiting for "Guilty"...

2008-01-03T11:39:00.000+08:00

Yes... Ayumi Hamasaki's new album "GUILTY" should be here in Singapore anytime now... can't wait to get my hands on one of them... heehee... :)

N-level results

2007-12-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

Ha Ha... got my results back liao... and guess what... i actually pass it... although not with flying colours but... anyway my results can get mi anyway i want to go... be it Sec5,NITEC or Higher NITEC... but i really don know where to go... Everyone is calling mi go Sec5 but i don't think i want to go cause... i don really know why too... but i only have less than i week left to decide... well wish mi luck... :)

Vocal Lessons...

2007-12-06T10:41:00.001+08:00

Yeah!!! After the long wait... Finally, i can take up vocal lessons... Yeah!!! Muaha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha... So Happy :P... hehe... Anyone want to join with mi??? Here's the site for more information... http://www.musicgarage.com.sg/

Carola Häggkvist

2007-11-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

On Saturday(10November2007) and the following day, a singer name Carola came to my church... I don't really know what to expect... To tell you the truth, I haven heard of her before... I went for both days... It was not very good... it was FANTASTIC... She really sang like no one I've heard... And when she sing, she Sing like no body's business... She can hold the mic. like super far from her mouth and you can still hear her clearly and loudly... After the service... I wanted to get her album but it was sold out within minutes... She was amazing...

Just Mi...

2007-10-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

I sometime feel so useless... I don't like the way people judge mi... Some says that I should be who I am but to some they want mi to be who I'm not... I just feel so sick and tired of it... I remember that I have a friend who say that I try to be someone I'm not to be accepted... Now, I don't even know what I want... HELP ! ! ! Feel so physically, emotionally and spiritually drain...

"Spring Cleaning" Throughout the Church

2007-07-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

On Saturday 28th July 2007, there's the Ministry Session after the service... I went down and got prayed for... although I got step by alot of people and vomited alot... In the end, I've still gain something... the cleansing of the Spirit,body and mind... I did not manifest(not much...) but I know that there was something with in mi that was being relese... feel so free now...

No More Drama...

2007-07-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a very long time since I've blogged... Have been busy with my Drama performance... Arts Night have past... And today the performance in Arts House marks the ending of my performing days in Sec4... Today at the Arts House my Drama Club and I was performing in this theatre name the Art Den... It has a very unique structure... The stage was made at ground level... And the audience is so close to us that they can see our eyelashes if we get too close to them... The stage was long(8m long), but the stage was very narrow(3~4m wide) with audience on 3 of the sides... Overall it the play was well done...

Stress Kills

2007-06-21T16:03:00.001+08:00

This is another video done by my fellow Drama members... Enjoy...

My Last Service with E198

2007-05-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

Yes... today is my last service with my cell group... I was actually hoping that it will be after Emerge'07 but... I tried very very hard today not to cry... but in e morning my feeling still give way to tears... if any of your are reading, I just want your to know how thankful for all the love and attention your have showered on mi...

My Last E198 Cell Group Meeting...

2007-05-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my cell group meeting... having BBQ... I transferring to another cell group soon... very soon... although I don't know what to expect from my new cell group... but I'm sure I'm going to miss all my cell group members... I still remember the last time I change cell group... it haven even been a year... it was a transaction from E298 to E198... it happen on 2nd July 2006... my last cell group meeting with E298 was on 1st July 2006 and last service was on 2nd July 2006... and this time my last cell group meeting with E198 is on 24th June 2007... I was not crying as badly this time as compared to the previous transaction from E298 to E198... and if any of your are reading I just want to thank your for everything that your have done for mi... God bless... I better stop crying before my tears make my laptop short circuit...

& I can Breathe again...

2007-05-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

(I) uh~la~la~ Uh~la~la~
(V) Every single day,
I see your face
Fading more & more...

(V) Every single day,
I feel your touch
Distance from me more...

(B) & that's when
I stop to breathe again
& that's when
I stop to dream again
But then again
& that's when
I stop to feel again
But than again
I hear your voice
Calling out to me...

(B) uh~la~la~

(V) Every single day,
I feel your love
There no more...

(V) Every single day,
I feel my heart
Harden more & more...

(B) & that's when
I stop to breathe again
& that's when
I stop to dream again
& that's when
I stop to feel again
But then again
I hear your voice
Calling out to me...

(C) That's when
I breathe again,
Dream again...
Open my eyes &
See again...
I want to see
You here with me...

(C) & I can live again,
Sing again...
To close my eyes &
Feel you near...
I want to see feel
Your tender touch
On me...

(C) & I can breathe again,
Dream again...
Open my eyes &
See again...
I wish to see
You here with me...
In my heart...

My very own Laptop...

2007-05-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

My Father and Mother decided to buy mi a new laptop... It is a miracle...I don't even have to ask... Haha... finally i can start muti-tasking on the computer liao...

The SYF Result...

2007-04-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Guess what??? my school's Drama Club got GOLD for SYF... Haha... so Happy... Actually I was hoping for GOLD with HONOUR... but GOLD is good enough for mi... :)

Yeah my A Best 2 ~BLACK~...

2007-04-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

I was blessed by my friends with this... Yes... it's none other than Ayumi Hamasaki's new maxi-single A Best 2 ~BLACK~
Thanks for that... :)

wait a minute (student version)

2007-04-20T19:44:00.001+08:00

see... They are from my school's Drama Club... :)

SYF is over...

2007-04-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the day which mi and my whole Drama club have been waiting for... the SYF Drama competition... It was such a relieve knowing that we actually made some of the audience cry with our play...
During the later part of the play,I actually almost drop my props... I pray that the Judges did not see it :P... I really hope to see the Drama club get a Gold or even better... Gold with Honours be for my graduation...The result will come out on 20th April this year...

The Truth That I Don't Want To Face

2007-03-23T16:18:00.000+08:00

The South-East Asia section of my fan club is closing down because of some stuff that is not even true... Worse of all, it's closing on the day where I 1st got in... 19th April 2002... well... at least I can say that I have been in it for 4 short years... I'm so sad now i can't even think straight... (T_T)...

2 Traveling Angels

2007-03-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night
in the home of a wealthy family.
The family was rude and refused to let the angels
stay in the mansion's guest room.
Instead the angels were given a small space in
the cold basement.
As they made their bed on the hard floor, the
older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it.
When the younger angel asked why,
the older angel replied,"Things aren't always what they seem.
"The next night the pair came to rest at the house
of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife.
After sharing what little food they had the couple
let the angels sleep in their bed where they could
have a good night's rest.
When the sun came up the next morning the angels
found the farmer and his wife in tears.
Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole
income, lay dead in the field.
The younger angel was infuriated and asked the
older angel how could you have let this happen?
The first man had everything,
yet you helped him,she accused.
The second family had little but was willing to
share everything, and you let the cow die.
"Things aren't always what they seem,"
the older angel replied.
"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion,
I notice there was gold stored in that hole in the wall.
Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and
unwilling to share his good fortune,
I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it."
"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed,
the angel of death came for his wife.
I gave him the cow instead.
Things aren't always what they seem.
"Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things
don't turn out the way they should.
If you have faith, you just need to trust that every out come
has a reason.
You just might not know it until some time later...

Some people
come into our lives
and quickly go..

Some people
become friends
and stay awhile....

leaving beautiful
footprints on our
hearts...

and we are never
quite the same
because we have
made a good
friend!!

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!

I think this is special...
live and savor every moment...
This is not a dress rehearsal!

Ayumi Hamasaki - Momentum (with subtitle)

2007-03-05T17:45:00.001+08:00

This song is really nice... I cried for 2 hours before I stop... it's so... nice... so... touching... hope you enjoy it...

My Dream... Fulfil...

2007-03-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

Do you still remember this Album... i've been wanting it since last year's November... and guess what... my friends speacially ordered 1 from Japan and fly it to Singapore... and yes... it JAPANESE PRESS version... so it means the sound quality is better... and the MTV's resolution is bigger... it also means it's very VERY EXPENSIVE... it most likely cost over S$100... Hahaha... so... HAPPY... :)

A Best2 ~BLACK/WHITE~

2007-03-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

すばぁし。。｡ This is the album i've been waiting for... A Best 2... This time it comes with 2 versions... Black 1 and a White 1... i still remember her 1st A best album, it was so fantastic...

Ayumi Hamasaki ~ Part Of Me

2007-02-26T17:06:00.001+08:00

This is one of the newest song composed by Ayumi Hamasaki... This song speaks for itself... Enjoy...

Injuries...

2007-02-26T13:21:00.000+08:00

Guess what happen on saturday night??? I was watching Hana Kimi (i record it since i was busy when it was on air) on my bed... when i saw a cockroach... and it's coming towards mi... so i move back and scream like a Banshee... it was a blessing to know that the cockroach ran away after i scream... but when i was moving back, i hit my tail bone on 1 of the metal pole (part of the bed) and injured my tail bone... it was quite pain but i was better later... when i went for service on sunday, it was kind of painful... the pain got worse in the evening so i hav to take some pain killers before i when to bed... when i wake up to day, my eyes were so swollen that i can't open up my left eye at all... my right eye was able to open a bit (big enought only to see what i'm doing... you can't even tell is it open or not...)

I Simply Live For You...

2007-02-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

I was searching for some songs to sing on e P&W nite on Monday... and i found this song called "I Simply Live For You" but I have no idea how to sing it... as i don't know the tune... very diao, I know... anyway my friend, Kaishen, was humming to this song for the past 3 days... haha... but he can't the title... haha... I was asking him on msn that does he know that song and he told mi "yes!!!" and he have been humming for 3 days but can't remeber the title until i ask him... WoW... here's the song...

SAY THE WORD
AND I WILL SING FOR YOU
OVER OCEANS DEEP I WILL FOLLOW
IF EACH STAR WAS A SONG
EVERY BREATH OF WIND PRAISE
IT WILL STILL FAIL BY FAR TO SAY
ALL MY HEART CONTAINS
I SIMPLY LIVE
I SIMPLY LIVE FOR YOU

AS THE GLORY OF YOUR PRESENCE NOW
FILLS THIS PLACE
IN WORSHIP WE WILL MEET YOU FACE TO FACE
THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
TO WHICH YOU CAN BE COMPARED
GLORY AND GLORY
PRAISE UPON PRAISE

YOU BIND THE BROKEN-HEARTED AND
SAVE ALL MY TEARS
BY YOUR WORD YOU SET THE CAPTIVES FREE
THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
THAT YOU CANNOT DO
I SIMPLY LIVE
I SIMPLY LIVE FOR YOU

WoW!!!

2007-02-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! i was having dinner or supper with my cg members jus now... actually i don't
intend to eat la... but my friend,Kai Shen bless mi with S$10 to eat... but it turns out that someone else treat mi fish ball noodle... i wanted to return to Kai Shen the S$10... but he insisted... he ask mi to keep it and use it wisely... WoW!!! it's been quite sometime since someone did that to mi... i'm so amazed by what kind of people God is raising up... people who are generous to humens and dangerous to the devils... Ha Ha... Thanks Kai Shen... :)

The Pink Dress (send to mi by Evelyn)

2007-01-08T15:32:00.000+08:00

There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different. As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare. As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly. She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form. I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk. I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, "Hello." The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a "hi"; after a long stare into my eyes. I smiled and she shyly smiled back. We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty. I asked the girl why she was so sad. The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, "Because, I'm different." I immediately said, "That you are!"; and smiled. The little girl acted even sadder and said, "I know." "Little girl," I said, "you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent." She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said, "Really?" "Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all people walking by." She nodded her head yes, and smiled. With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her wings to spread, then she said "I am." "I'm your Guardian Angel," with a twinkle in her eye. I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things. She said, "For once you thought of someone other than yourself. My job here is done". I got to my feet and said, "Wait, why did no one stop to help an angel?" She looked at me, smiled, and said, "You're the only one that could see me," and then she was gone. And with that, my life was changed dramatically. So, when you think you're all you have, remember, your angel is always watching over you.

Like the story says, we all need someone... And, every one of your friends is an Angel in their own way. The value of a friend is measured in the heart. I hope your Guardian Angel watches over you always.

Now you know everything... (sent to mi by Evelyn)

2007-01-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

>THERE!.................. Now.., you know everything!!!
> >"Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand and
>"lollipop" with your right. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't >you?)
> >It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.
>No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple.
> >"Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". (Are >you doubting this?)
> >Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.
> >The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?)
> >The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to "do" this one.)
> >There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous": >tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous (You're not doubting this, are you?)
> >There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in order: "abstemious" and "facetious." (Yes, admit it, you are going to say ... a e i o u)
> >TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard. (All you typists are going to test this out)
> >A cat has 32 muscles in each ear.
> >A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue. (but who really cares?)
> >A dragonfly has a life span of 24 hours.
> >A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds. (Some days that's about what my memory span is)
> >A "jiffy" is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second.
> >A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.
> >A snail can sleep for three years. (I know some people that could do this too.)
> >Al Capone's business card said he was a used furniture dealer.
> >Almonds are a member of the peach family.
> >An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
> >Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2 to 6 years of age.
> >Butterflies taste with their feet.
> >Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds. Dogs only have about 10.
> >February 1865 is the only month in recorded history not to have a full moon.
> >In the last 4,000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.
> >If the population of China walked past you, 8 abreast, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.
> >Leonardo da Vinci invented the scissors.
> >On a Canadian two dollar bill, the flag flying over the Parliament building is an American flag.
> >Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite!
> >Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated.
> >The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing.
> >The cruise liner, QE2, moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns.
> >The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket. (Good thing he did that)
> >The winter of 1932 was so cold that Niagara Falls froze completely solid.
> >There are more chickens than people in the world.
> >Tigers have striped skin, not just striped fur.
> >Winston Churchill was born in a ladies' room during a dance.
> >Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
> >THERE!..................Now.., you know everything !!

feeling out of place... EVERY WHERE ! ! !

2007-01-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

this past few weeks, i've feeling "out of place" (i think...i can't find a better word...) i was talking to 1 of my close friend from my cell group and i just feel so... different in terms of thinking and expressing myself... we were on the issue of the lost of a pen given to mi by a friend... i was not very expensive but i have to cry myself to sleep on that day and a few days after that too... as i feel that although the pen did not worth much by it was the memories of the time i spent withthat person and the memories of "the good old days" that some how i know that it's never going to come back... ever... but to my friend , he was saying... save $ buy a new 1 la... i mean to mi , even if i have 100 of the same pen i will still cry over that pen as it's really very important to mi... *sob sob* =(

Stupid Notice Board

2007-01-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Oh tody was a long day in school... there is like a talk before the school ends and another 1 at 2.20pm after school regarding all the performing arts CCA groups... (Drama,Choir,Band and Dance) it was not really that long but after that, the whole Drama team have to stay back and do the Drama notice board... all (most actually) was assign to do some part while others do some thing else... and there's jus this girl (sweet and friendly... jus alittle bit to Pink...) was doing the back ground of the notice board and when she was finish, most of us (actually all of us,but her and a few more) think that it's alittle too Pink... she use Pink and Purple for the main colour... it did not really look terrible or any thing but it's just too Pink (looks like some kind of barbie doll house...) and so i have to open my BIG,FAT mouth and say that it's too girlish (it's true most of the girls can't take it too...) and of course everyone starts saying also... after awhile, she ran to the Toilet and cried like crazy (actually,i cry crazier than that when i lost a pen that was given to mi by a friend) and this girl (who HATES mi to the CORE for some unknown reason) said that it's all because of mi... =( i mean i don't deny the fact that i did say some stuff but there are many more that say that too... :( and after that almost everyone push the blame on mi... and of course i did my usual reaction ,which is to cry la... so i just took my bag and my water bottle and went out of school and started to cry like a spoilt tap that is leaking like crazy... there a Drama rehearsal tomorrow and really don't feel like going bacause of this... Oh a terrible day... :(

Last Dinner of 2006

2007-01-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

The Yearly TeamAyu's Dinner is here again onthe last day of the year... this year's dinner was held in 1 of the hotel in Orchard road... and yes it's free for all senior members like mi... and for those that attended, your should know the awards part... some of the awards are to be proud of but some are so stupid... eg. "Black Canary of the Year" , "Chamelion of the Year" , "Thick Skin of the Year" , "Drink most Water in the Year" , "Most Fall in the Year" , "Clown of the Year" , "Do Most "World Peace" Sign"... and of course i won a few awards myself la... i won... "Black Canary of the Year" (Black Canary award is for the most high pitch screamed in the whole year... Stupid right?) , "Speaker of the Year" (Speaker award is not saying that you speak well but it is for the loudest person in the club... Lame right?) "Drink most Water in the Year award"(as you can read from the name of the award is given to the person who they think drink the most water...Strange right?) anyway i have got this 3 awards last year liao...

anyway, my group got in 1st out of all the other groups in the club... so each of us was to give a speach... anyway i did not prepare so i said "Now I look back on the road which I feel both long and short. Yes, this is the road I chose.The footprints I left behind are distorted and muddy, but I don't regret them at all, I'm proud of them from the bottom of my heart"anyway they think it is very inspiring but it just came so naturally to mi...

Near the end, every 1 on my table left leaving mi alone... aiyo so "pai say" actually they when outside to give mi a surprised as 1 of the members in my group, Terence who went Australia (for some unknowed reasons...) came back and they all kept it from mi as a surprised... this is really the best surprised i have got my whole life... Hapi , Happy , Hapi.... What a beautiful day... :)

Ayumi and Gackt singing Silent Night

2006-12-25T20:25:00.001+08:00

Ayumi singing Silent Night... this video quite old leh... but any way Enjoy...

Christmas Gift

2006-12-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

Today was the day where my Cell Group and i exange our Gift... I give my Gift also... i buy a jacket and a shirt for my cell group member, Cheryl...

Actually, i was hoping to get a disc...(like last year...) but i got a water bottle instead... My friend, Jean was the 1 who give it to mi... it was given to mi in a shoe box... and put magazine to be use as weight to fool mi into thinking it was a shoe...

Anyway, it was a very thoughtful gift as i drink alot of water and i just lost my water bottle... i was really hoping to get the new Ayumi Hamasaki's album, Secret... actually 1 of my friend, Anna... told Jean to buy that but well it out of buget la... actually i was entiltle to a discount that make the disc S$12.90, but it only last until the end of the month... Oh men!!! Guess i'll get the disc when it cost S$32.95...

Startin'

2006-12-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

I was searching the web for some stuff when i saw this lyric of this song named " Startin' " by Ayumi Hamasaki was very inspired by i as it was very encouraging... more or less... The song Startin' was used as the opening theme song for the PS2 video game, Onimusha: Dawn of Dreams while the song rainy day (which was featured on her (miss)understood album) was the ending theme. The song Born To Be… was used for Nittele's coverage of the 2006 Winter Olympics.the lyrics are below... just in case you want to get it , it's currently found in the 2 disc featured above... and for more infomation , i've paste a link below too...

http://ayumi.primenova.com/lyrics.php

Startin'

For what purpose are you ashamed of yourself?

What is waiting for you after that?

Though I really like your way of walking

In which you head straight and hit against a wall so often

You can start your plan whenever you like

And you can end it

When it's ready

It's up to you

* There is no answer

No one tells it to you

If it exists somewhere

You already have it

If you have decided to stick to your way

Throw out your chest

And raise your head

There is no point in comparing yourself with someone else

Because everyone has one's own measure

You are the only one in this world

No one can replace you
If you still hesitate

It's really up to you

** There is no answer

No matter where you search for it

But you will never have

This moment again in your life

If you have decided to believe in yourself

Accept the answer

Even if it's different from your ideal

* (repeat)** (repeat)

lalalalalalalala lalalalalalala
lalalalalalalala lalalalalalala

Christmas Gift eXchange...

2006-12-19T14:00:00.000+08:00

Christmas is here again... and of course the few thing about Christmas is Gift Exchange.... This Christmas my Cell Group is having a Gift Exchange and the min. price of the gift is S$10... (which i don't have since i don get much allowence in the holidays...) but i only have S$7 with mi... Don't really know what to buy... I was onli told today (19thecember 2006) and i have to get ready the gift by this coming sunday... (24th December 2006, just before Christmas itself...)

AH!!! the pressure... Anyway... Merry Christmas...

Ayumi Hamasaki's Concert Disc Arena Tour 2006 ~(miss)understood~ is out already... I want to buy...

2006-12-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yes Ayumi Hamasaki has done it... AGAIN... She is 1 of Saturn's most powerful weapon against mi... With her new album SECRET and concert disc Arena Tour 2006 ~(miss)understood~ that came out on the same day in the middle of the Building Fund!!! AH!!! SAVE MI!!!

Anyway , as i said i'm only going to buy it after i fulfil my Building Fund thing... Must really hope that the price will not go any higher... as it has rise about S$8 from the day of release (1st December 2006) till today (17th December 2006)... AH!!! so Happy to see her Disc on demand... :) but so Sad , as i have to pay more when i buy next time... :(

The Ayumi Hamasaki Album I've been waiting for...

2006-12-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

This is THE Album of the year i've been waiting for since June2006... But of course , i don't know the title of the album then la... but i just know that it's going to be a very nice Album...

It was on sale in Singapore on (I think) 1st December 2006 , but the official date of release was to be 15th December 2006... i want to buy!!! But... have Building Fund to fulfil 1st... the Building Fund will end on next year April 2007... I will have to get my Disc then i guess... Really hope the price will not increase anymore...

Don't know why but Ayumi Hamasaki's Album / Singles / Maxi-Singles / Re-Mix Albums 's price always goes up... and the only time you can see it goes down (only S$2~S$10 OFF)is during The Great Singapore Sales... Since the release of this Album (1st December 2006) till today (17th December 2006) the price has rise about S$6 already... i'm happy that it rise as that means that her Album is on demand... :) but that also means i have to pay more... :( Hopefully the album would not be to expensive when i get it next year...

School Holiday...

2006-12-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

The holidays have started some time ago... but it was only this few days that i start feeling more and more bored... Oh well... I'm not in the mood to do almost anything...

Trying to find a job, but can't find 1 as I'm only 15 years old... Oh well... anyway do tell me if you know any shops or what ever that is hiring anyone... THX...